~ 22's Birthday ~ '2013'

Oh yeah ~~~ I'm getting older ... -_- ages getting older but not the heart...!!! :P
HaPpY 22 to myself... So glad that I am still alive, to be with my lovely family, sweeties friends, and fighting coursemate.....

After step in 20, I keep telling myself, I have to be grow, I must to be mature, no matter thinking or physically.... and the most happiness in my uni life is I felt down in my study... I saw what happen to me after that, I get learn to understand myself, I get learn the right way to study, to level up my skill, my personality..
Maybe my personality still no yet done, but does not it is a whole life jobs for us?

I has been lost in study, I dont know why I am taking Actuarial Science, I have no idea why I still keep on going when I dont know why.... But I just know, I have to keep on going, because I dont have other opportunity... But yet, my dear friend persuade me to stay, my mom ask me with "did you put all effort on it, did you try your best?" My answer is no, because there was never the best, I can be better, I deserve to be better.... and I start to moving onward step by step.... slowly and slowly... and yet I'm improved !!! I saw the result from below 2.0 to be increase slowly slowly.... prove I really have improvement, I did a great job on the subject I love... I start to love what I learn, and I enjoy when learning new knowledge from it...

Why I will go to notice on my result? after my friend help me check my last semester result while I'm outside. she told me : " You did improve a lot." I even no realize my improvement before she told me, I just feel the smooth on study, but when i getting better and better, is time for me to left school, feel so sad about it... " I can be Better!" So , what can I do now? being better that never been....

okok,done with study stuff....
I'm so glad that I have such much birthday's celebration in my life and this year....
maybe that is not through every gang of my friends... But I do happy to share my happy moment with all of them....

Almost forgot to thanks my dear brother and sister-in-law for my birthday gift !!!

Thank for bought me gift once know I lost my old watch...
scare me dont like other's style and bought me the mostly similar to my old watch...
hahaha...thank you for knowing me no money to buy such expensive watch !!!
muackssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!

Does some1 keep searching of it??? hehehehehe......
Fruit tart from pling !!!
Nice oh !!!! yummy yummy !!!!

This year I celebrate with my lovely primary,secondary and best friend at 3 different places.

1. Penang gai gai trip with BeeHui
2. Mid-Valley and Alexis with LionLeeLee
3. Wait so long for a meet at McD with Pling

2nd is celebration with my dear 4 year uni friends, my dear 3 year housemate and my dear catrina chin...

So glad that the last big gang help me celebrate birthday have the join of catrina ...hohoho... left out yygoh lo....ehem~~~ hahahahahaha  :)

thank god that I'm not alone !!!

ok....
here some sexy photo from my friends and my self photo.... no more wording but photossssss~~~

birthday wish from ah bee

photo edited by Ryan after celebration

awwwww!!!! thank you all !!!!!

sot photo after sing K at iPop

Thank god I'm growing mentally with the age..... :)

穷酸的六月

为什么为什么？因为我上个月用到了这个月的零用钱。
倒不如说，我就是爱存钱。
上个月去了趟普及岛，噢~~~~
玩得尽兴，钱也穷尽~~~~（毕竟花了RM1200 啊，已经超过一个月的零用钱了。虽说我这笔钱是实习的时候存下来的~）不过还是很开心~~~~~ 当个饿鬼也无所谓啦~
加上，放假时买了十分之贵的护肤产品，还买了会花更多钱的相机。
我得绑紧裤带了~
才月头而已，我不停的说，穷啊，穷啊，穷啊！
我要紧紧地抓着裤头，说着：“我不饿！，我是饿不死的。”
其实，我也是赖在家里，什么都自己煮。都快被我的室友问哑了，“你的菜还没烂吗？煮了那么多天都不出去吃？” >.<
才过了一个礼拜的六月，要继续加油啊！

刚刚去了一趟楼下，走下阶梯时，风一直吹，湖色的美景，我就忍不住停下来拍了一张照片。
如果治安没那么危险，我想我会喜欢在那里静思，发呆。心情会变好噢~

要加油哦！即将考试的朋友！
要照顾自己噢！出国读书的朋友！

My Instax mini 8_1st episode

My 1st ever received instax photo....
It boost up the feeling of buying instax mini of me.

At the end, I bought it as my 1st ever camera with my pocket money in my life.
And I love it so much !!!
A instax mini8 + 1 free film, + 2 film about Rm300
Bought in Gurney Plaza.

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After bought it, can't wait to start my instax photo....
Credited by Poh Mei Shan to capture my 1st instax photo from my little pinky.
It is not perfect, but nothing is perfect...
Thank you very much to Mei Shan help taking photo and lend the car for us to jalan-2 at Penang.

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2nd instax photo by a lovely table's neighbour in Alexis , The Garden

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When I said, nah give you....
she happy till sot pi....
and ask me really 1 2 give me?
and I said, do you happy? this is the reason i give it to you.
It is memorable and happy to be sharing.
This is the reason I love instax mini, it bring happiness to all...
It told us that happiness and memory is precious...

 I keep finding my precious friend to have the photo and try to share the happiness and memorable moment to them....
Be my instax photo target, Be Friend in my heart, Be Memory in your whole life...

LoVe and HapPiness always spread in the world, surrounding us....
I know someone is Jealous- ing , hey you !!! Meet me fast, Grab it in your hand , happiness in your heart , Memory in your life ....  I am Waiting for YOU !!!! :)

~~  Love Instax , Love your lifestyle  ~~
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my 3rd Photo giving out... HappY BirthDaY to THUEY !!!

My BirthDaY

18.06.2013 - 3 photo and so sad that one of it spoil due to "too high"?

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Broken 1, I think maybe someone sit on it???  :(

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Finally get a group photo!!! the only time during my uni life that catrina celebrate v me....
Wohoooo!!!!
HappY Pi- tech ! HappY PV12 !!! <3

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Left somebody is no here.... just 3 of us !!!! BFF !!!

A lovely photo for my dear b4 go to a new life - work !!!
wish u all the best and always rmb us...
Is it so nice to have you with us this few weeks....
feel like we alr together for 4 years !!! muackssssssss!!!

Big Day for my brother and sister-in-law !!!!

 Dang Dang Dang ~ Dang ~~ Dang ~ Dang ~ Dang ~~ Dang~~~~~~~.... ^.^

Congratz to my brother and sister-in-law today !!! Happy Marriage !!! muacksss !!!

Selfie with my dad, surprise me that he is so IN with YEAH !!! haha

Oh !!! my mom said, eyes cant be seen in 1st photo and she tried to get the bigger eyes on this photo..
hahahahahahahaha....
I always love to say, I have a CUTE mom !!!

borrow me your flower har, let me get the pink aura.... hahahahaha

Thank for the gift after knowing I lost my watch at Phuket trip !!!

I forgot that i take it off when washing hand in public toilet of hotel.

I jz remind back when I am 1 hour far from hotel and on the way going to airport !!! T ^ T

Big wish to my lovely brother and sweet sister-in-law, always happy and healthy.... 

Always support you all..... and love you all .... ^.^

发泄！课业太沉重。

压力大！压力很大！
当责任扛在肩上，我就跌坐在地上。
我知道，我不是一个很有担当的人，我很平凡，或者说我其实很弱小。

现在的我，责任=压力。
比考试压力还大，那是人家加注在自己身上的压力，理所当然的压力。
什么都不能说，说了也没用的压力，只能往肚子里吞。

奢望就是要遇到一个很奢侈的人才会给你的希望 / 那是一个奢侈的愿望，不要期望~！
所以我不再期望或奢望你的安慰。拥着那痛苦入眠。

压力不过于，看透自己无法解决眼前必须解决的事情而产生的过分担忧焦虑的心情。
我是做不到你心目中的一百分，可我很努力的爬起来，扛着那责任走下去。
或许我习惯丢下责任，掉头就跑。但是，这次我不会再逃，再辛苦我也会走下去。
这不就是成长吗？忍！忍下那不该有的心痛，或许自信就回来了。
或许这就是独立的开始。

最近的口头禅，
“我手上的事业线那么长，不怕没工作。”
“工作不是没有，是看你愿不愿意屈服。”
“如果不要嫌弃那么多，什么工作都可以做的。”
“忙到死的时间都没有，怎么......”
“我现在唯一的愿望就是睡上24小时，不要醒来，睡到死去也甘愿。”
“kek阿! 为什么会这样的！气到！”
" Running Man: Don't Walk, Run !!! " 

改变，就是要付出代价，而过程就是最大的代价。
要看见彩虹，要先经历下雨。
加油！加油！加油！不可以被课业压扁，这样死法太不人道了~

The most busiest semester in my Uni-life --- Y3S3

What really going on this semester?
Come back KL earlier for the internship presentation.
Wk 1-2 : Settle down the timetable for class.
Wk 3-4 : shopping and prepare for CNY...
Wk 5 :  go for CNY holiday.
Wk 6 : Replacement class for CNY break.
Wk 6-7 :AT meeting and document preparation
Wk 7: Recruit helper for event, start online exercise of LC II . AT event go on for 2 days with 9 months preparation.
Wk 8 : Photo shooting for Convo.
Wk 8-9 : Test, test, test and test!
Wk 9-10 : Assignment, assignment and assignment..
Wk 11-12 :Test, test, test again !!!
Wk 12-13 : Assignment and Assignment...
Exam Wk : no more study break and Final Exam !!!!
(p/s : maybe Wk14 become study break? or tips weeks?)
Holiday Break : 1 week for Phuket and 520 for my brother's marry registration !!! :P

It is a peak season for the first half of 2013 !!! too full.... too full !!! and i started hate assignment and more prefer for test ~

Anyway, I will squeeze my time for my dear friends' birthday and break time for me to relax and energize myself...
And, I want to go back hometown to visit my parent and sleep on my lovely bed !!! I missed them too much !!!
Please help me pray hard that I can go back on this week, since I alr cant go back on wk11 weekend due to wk12 monday have test...@.@
Please !!!!

have to keep on doing my assignment ~ All the best and good luck for all student !!! :)

新年快乐2013

今年的新年没有我的自拍照，没有和朋友的合照。
因为，在我写部落格之前，手机不见了！
没有锁键，没有锁机，真是对那个捡到我手机的人太仁慈了~
祝你元宵节快乐！

我没有手机拍照，没有手机上网，没有游戏玩，没有微信聊天。
我说我暂时不想买手机；朋友说我，你不能顶的啦。
我也是需要时间存钱啊，我又不是小叮当，从口袋可以变出一个电话，也不是财神爷，没有那么多钱去买。
最主要原因是想惩罚自己，不小心，不谨慎，就要负责。
虽然说，那笔本来应该用来储蓄的钱变成买手机的钱也是一种惩罚，但是我觉得不可以这样宠坏自己。
我就自动扣起自己每个月一部分的零用钱，要缩衣节食也不可以不存钱。

外面轰隆轰隆响着，仿佛在告诉我，元宵节快乐，要说新年快乐，不要不快乐！
今年的新年多了3个宝贝狗，就像家里多了3个小孩一样。
害怕炮声，看见人会开心的蹦蹦跳，会担心然后狂吠，像孩子一样会吃醋，要你疼它，跑来争宠。


除夕夜，家里好像变成很热闹，又一起围炉，一起看电视，一起塞家人吃东西，一起拿红包，帮爸妈包红包，还要和狗狗玩。

年初一，爸妈要做工，家里没有什么新年气氛，也没有人来拜年。（因为我们家习惯年初一下午去看电影，所以亲朋戚友不会再初一下午来拜年）。就早上特地起床纪拜祖先，然后又偷偷跑去睡觉。（呵呵）
突然我朋友说要去拜年，那还等什么？去啦~ 冲啊！一二三四五....去了很多家，最后他们说要去JsLee 家赌博~ -.- ,我可以不要吗？可是我答应陪司机载田边的朋友回家，她要我帮她壮胆。哎呀，我又得在那家里傻傻的等了两个小时。（赌钱的博我都不玩的，输不起啦~）

年初二，特忙的。完成年初一没完成的。当然是和爸妈去亲戚家拜年，然后去看电影，吃好料，还要回家和狗狗打闹。我大哥就飞去金宝找未来岳父岳母了，还有他的亲爱的~

年初三，睡觉的一天，在家闷得发慌，吃东西，睡觉，看戏睡觉，吃东西。

年初四，大日子！我老爸的生日。未来媳妇也过来帮他庆生，（其实她几乎每年都有过来的啦）。去北海海边阿仲海鲜饭店庆祝，生日快乐。捞生噢！拍照拍照！2013的全家福！幸福噢~

年初五，情人节快乐！早上和家人一起去超群吃点心，中午去青龙宫查家门，看我们今年有什么要特别小心。
我们一班青春洋溢的女人一起庆祝情人节，傍晚去BH家唱K，晚上去看了“在一起”。虽然不是很好看，不过我们要在一起！还学了电影玩shake一shake。还去khuntai 吃晚餐！（等很久一下）
什么时候我们会一人带一个，然后很多对的一起过情人节呢~（好期待噢，要一起幸福噢~）
天空不作美的是，我老妈突然改口说下午要去大姨和小舅家，我没得去！（明明就答应我是礼拜五我才答应朋友去过情人节的 >.<,我也要去啦！）

年初六，老爸心血来潮要一起去吃午餐，然后大哥就要带着他的另一半会金宝，星期日再回新加坡。下个新年就轮到你分红包给我啦~大哥大嫂！(hohohoho)
晚餐老爸又心血来潮的要去Tambun吃。

年初七，去店度过混混谔谔的一天。

年初八，收拾行李，帮妈妈准备晚餐，帮忙准备拜天公的祭品。
最后一天一起围炉，我竟然习惯摆六个餐具，其实大哥回去了。希望明年我们七个人一起围炉。
林琪琪，林怪怪，林豆豆，你们明天就要回家了。我们要玩到疯！我会很想你们的~
其实妈妈和爸爸也会很想你们的，他们常常因为我们不在而寂寞，妈妈特地要和你们拍照留念。有时在想，妈会不会看着我们的照片，然后很想很想我们，有很多话很想说，却不想打扰我们读书而不敢打电话给我们。

年初九，天公旦快乐！琪怪豆异常的激动，一直活泼乱跳，可能知道要回家了，很开心吧。
在家吃了早餐，让琪怪豆在家多跑跑，和爸妈说再见就回去KL了~
一路南下，下午3点多到宿舍，然后给妈妈报平安，休息一下，又去学校开会了~

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年十二，在拍AT‘13的委员照片之后，SS的妈妈给我们派红包，很不好意思地，所以我们大家一起去她家拜年，很不好意思的让他们为我们准备晚餐，然后他爸又给我们分一次红包。
在她家玩到12点才甘愿回来。

年十三，弄丢电话了，哭得像小孩。对不起！
点击看那天的部落格

年十四，告诉SS我要放假两天，不要做活动的事，因为我太糊涂了。
想把自己整理好了，才有力气去处理正事。
好好放松自己，好好整理被丢在旁边一个星期的衣服。
看部电影，睡个午觉，然后晚上去吃好料。

年十五，元宵节和华人情人节快乐！今天，佳人有约。那就是那两个老友咯~
开开心心去玩咯~大家都把钱花光光，眼眶泪汪汪。
开心的是在一起。:)

新年庆祝过了，大家要往新目标出发，拥抱新希望！
一起进步，一起成长，一起学习，一起喜怒哀乐！
2013万岁！