23/01/2013

It just a Normal day for my uni life. (Caution : You Might BORED for it !)

But this week is just show something weird to myself.
I can't expect the time for UTAR bus arrived PV and I already went to school by taxi for 3 days...
How terrible for it !!! I just can't let it happen 1 more time again... my pocket is hurt and telling me I'm doing wrong thing !!! Please don't touch your laptop and lay on the bed more than 10 minutes...!!!
I will correct my terrible mistake !!!

Let's move on today~
Well, obviously I'm late for 5 mins to come out and I missed the bus.Then I go for cab and reached school...
Canteen was full with people, a lot more than yesterday. I don't did I missed anyone, but I really so faint about the people. I bought the bread and walked away for canteen. I was totally no idea about where should I go except canteen, then I walk to SE block. While I'm walking on the corridor, I saw every classes is having their class, more or less, there will be a tutor or lecturer teaching, mostly for engineering students. I didn't any familiar friend around the area, I keep walking and go down to ground floor and find a place I can having my brunch.
Then I saw a couple walking near, is my friends. Feel so comfort when I saw them.Next is saw my 'sampat' friends, and start my normal uni life.

We go in the SQC class and listen for 2 hours,erm..... Actually I didn't , I just listen sometime and hear sometime, my brain was just auto-filtered out somethings and happened the hearing case...xD
I felt like the time is moving too slow, I thought 1 hour is passed, but yet only 45 mins gone... >.<
Start chit-chat v my 'sampat' friend again.... Suddenly Oren said that, "Why you so unfair to me? You contrapose to me and partiality to KM.. And I am jealous on him !!!.." hahahahaha, I just keep on laughing and KM ask me what happen, I repeat the sentences oren said, KM started doing 'sampat' thing and said "because I'm cute !!! pika pika pikacau~~~ (with the hands beside the cheeks)" I'm laugh at beginning and stopped him when he kept repeating with louder voice...OMG! I can't believe he did it in class !!! such a CRAZY man !!!
After that he still kept asking a lot of the IQ questions....(-.-)

Finally class ended, and I had to wait for 2 hours and get in to the IF class.
I been forced to follow them until FGO to take their student discount card.
I saw my roomate was queue up and make her surprise of me... She was been scared and beat me...haha...
Something more interesting is KM say "Hi, Long Time No See !" My roomate was just burning her mind to remind back who he is, but yet my roomate really never see him !!! Was the first meet !!! and I asked my roomate to ignore him...

More, I go to canteen meet my dears (yumie and gigi) and wait for my next class...
After SS ,HS and THuey came, we discussed about the soft skills...what to attend ? Dance !!!  :P
Time is flying when we chit-chat... Is time to go for class...
for the IF class, I guess is the most focus class for me, with some disturbing jokes by SS...
Even though I can't pick the point fast but I understood the notes by some helps too....

And I skipped the AT2013 meeting for today.
Why? because I'm no the one can give much suggestions or brave to take the power to assign or doing something... I'm just a backup and feel so useless for the meeting.. for today only~ I really can't help much as I'm trying to help and trying to get in the conditions.... (Yes, I'm no enough self-confident for doing event. I'm just scare if I make it fail....hold on, I will be better.I know!)

KM offer to fetch me and HS back hostel.
and I have a date with my roomate and her coursemates, for dinner and movie...
A nice day ,especially tomorrow is a Holiday !!! xD
This give me an opportunity to update my blog...

I love school life because it let me gather with my friend, study and have fun with them.
School life will going to end, and my turning point gonna burnt me out, but I will keep on fighting.
Life go on, I will never give up my life....
After 30 years, we really still can meet or gathering again? I really hope so !!!
perhaps, we will gather once a year... It so hard to meet crazy, patient, lovely and cute friends.... most important thing is 互相体谅，鼓励，了解。can be say is 心有灵犀一点通~

Study Smart and Play Hard !!!! (I wish I can achieve this level... haha)
have a nice public holiday~!

又开学了 _Y3S3

真的，写部落格，很靠心情。
现在的我，写不出很理智的辩论。
想完成之前的草拟，有点困难。
心情不好啊~ 介意人家对我的看法，也不是一件好事。
做自己，你看见的，或许只是冰山一角。
都说了，一个人，可能花一辈子的时间都没办法了解自己，更何况是别人。

我看见的也是他的冰山一角。我承认，我一开始对他很抗拒，因为我不还没了解他之前，就闹绯闻了。但如我所说，会对他改变看法，做朋友的，从来不嫌多。

很庆幸的，没什么人看穿我，证明那是一道很厚的城墙。
有些人，可能又要念我了，因为知道那道墙会阻挡很多可以让我依靠的人。
但是我不想太依赖人，依赖了就习惯，就很难改。
我曾用一年的时间，来遗忘对一个人的依赖，那伤疤有时还会隐隐作痛。
放肆自己很容易，可是覆水难收，感情收不回来。
不过，我还是很庆幸，因为我曾喜欢过人。

回想，其实我也是拥有很白痴的中学时代。
一群人一起玩，虽然最后都各自散去，起码我们曾一起度过。
被伤害了，竟然白痴到在学校哭到比花面猫还要丑。为什么不记得，只记得哭得很凄凉。
一进中学，就被学长当白痴的耍，庆幸的我把持住了，没有接受他~(因为我只是他们的打赌）
曾因为不知道自己已犯错，被叫到训导处，还和纪律老师辩论，当然还是被打啦~
然后，做了更白痴的事，说不出来啊！太太太太.....白痴了~
当然，还有很白痴的不知道有人喜欢我。我真的以为是好朋友嘛~
之后认识到比较不错的朋友，主动出击，做了很好的朋友，直到现在。
记得那在单车棚，一起做的手势，几乎每天一起回家。
还有，记得有一年，在我生日的那一周，她整个礼拜都没上课，没联络，担心死我了。
最后才知道，原来她的亲人去世了，打电话给她母亲的手机才找到她。
社团的事，又被当挡箭牌摆上台，经千刀万剐，明白友情也不过如此。

那么白痴过了，还不学乖吗？ 被误会好，当强势的人也好，不再白痴的被伤害就好。
人与人之间，如果信任没了，还有什么友情可言。
我单刀直入，不想给人家有遐想的机会，朋友就朋友，不喜欢卷入是非的感觉。
喜欢就喜欢，不喜欢就不喜欢。不要假假的东西。一就一，二就二。

又开学了，又可以跟朋友混在一起，度过她们的最后一个学期。
在那之后，我就要靠自己奋斗了。所以这个学期，一定要彻底的疯起来！
似疯了般读书，似疯了般嬉戏，似疯了般度过这学期。
加油！加油加油！ 奋斗啊！
要和说话不用脑的朋友一起度过啦~ 废废废 也要废在一起~
开学万岁！上课万岁！新年万岁！考试万岁！然后毕业万岁！

Break for training report? I don't want !!!!

Just a Day I want to write down my feeling of this holiday...
For all having internship before or last semester, we know holiday is no much for us, there is still a final report n presentation wait for us...
This short break, really short, less than 2 week and within this 2 week we have to write a report n prepare for our presentation... It really a break? Or a time for us to do report? -.-
It been 3 months for me to forgot the UTAR lifestyle , I guess if I m AiA underwriter, I won't give UTAR student lifestyle discount, because we are not having a normal lifestyle, we do burn our midnight oil for the assignment, test, exam and now is for report... @.@
I no put all my time for report but I do think about it all the times... I had spend some times for normal lifestyle, watch tv shows with family, eat and hang out with family.
Today, I went shopping with my mom and brother... Normally is purpose for my mom to buy her and my dad CNY cloths... Always is bought a lot for father and my mom still so kedekut to herself. I just found, I m out of the way to picking cloth for my father...my style feeling like back to lala girl again...@.@
I like some colors that no suit my father or not the color my mom like. She don't like the design I pick...>.<
I have suggest some cloth to my mom also... With different design, she can pick some cloth that she really want and like... But she mostly like the cloth that she can eat a lot and still can't see her perut... Oppppssss!!!! Keep fit is been ignore... Come on, keep fit v me, more healthy and sexy mah... LoL ...
I also bought 2 colorful t-shirt to suit my red and green pant...@.@
Yes, the new year cloth still only this 2 pair only... Might wish for this Friday I free to go shopping before the RCC happen on Saturday again laaaaa...
After shopping, my brother suggest to have dinner at the famous tomyam mee there. Because my brother and mom never go there due to a lot of ppl and my dad won't like it...
Finally they ate it today...
Ehemmmmm.... Now is too late for me to sleep n wake up early....
Good night and wish I can finish my report by tmr...

201314 - 爱你一生一世 mean love you forever

Do you say I love you to your beloved?
Say it today only or say it everyday?
Do it or only say it?
have a Chinese sentence “心动不如行动” acting on your dream. Make your dream come true better than just dream it... Do say I Love You to your beloved now.....

有多少人真的把爱付诸行动。
有多少人把爱付诸行动之后，人家还是感觉不到。

爱没有方程式，爱没有一定的定律。
一个人爱你不一定会用你理解的方式去爱你，一个人用尽生命去爱某人，如果某人体会不了，那爱的的行动还是付诸流水。

多少人，栽在一个爱字里透。
多少人，怎么都无法理解爱。
多少人，因为爱而感到幸福。

爱你一生一世。
要是可以爱一生一世，那是幸福的。
有伴的，请珍惜那牵着你走过风雨的人。
没伴的，不要急着牵手；手一牵，爱就是两个人的责任，互相体谅就是必要。

现在，我确定爱我一生一世的是我的父母。
他们生我育我，或许不能给予你想要的所有，但他们尽力的给予我们最好的。
每个人的教育方式，通常是被自己的成长环境，过程影响。
没有人是完美的，但那已是他能给的不完美的最完美。
而我，感谢我父母的爱。或许读书少，不懂很多课本的知识，但是懂得的人生道理，是从他们的人生领悟出来的。

我也会给予他们最大的回报-爱。（尽力的给予他们想要的，希望的）
我的力量或许没有他们伟大，偶尔会撒娇，闹脾气。
可是爱是从来不会被否认的。因为爱，所以吵架一定会哭泣，哭到累倒睡着。
因为爱，所以在意。因为爱，所以不想让他们失望。

没错，西方教育和东方教育有很大的差异。
西方要求自立，自由。东方要求孝顺，责任。或许责任本身就是一种约束。
但被约束也不会很糟糕，有要求才会有进步。
很多时候，很多不能用言语去解释，不能用理智去对抗。
勇敢一些，放下担忧，提起责任。
幸福就在不远处。

有些人，我们不能爱一世，但努力爱过，尽力把爱展升到尽头，就无悔了。
或许无缘，但谢谢你让我爱你。

无论有缘无缘，谢谢你们的出现，造就现在的我，一句我爱你代表我的感激，代表我对你们的珍惜。请在接下来的路上，更爱自己。

Welcome to 2013

HaPpY New Year Everyone~~~~~!!!!!

HaPpY 2013 !!!!

This year gonna be Great year for me , for you, for everyone !!!

This year, hehe... I have a lot of new wishes~~~ :P

1st Wish :

My family , my friends and me all stay in healthy, lovely, charming life...

For 1st, sure is have a healthy body to do all stuff that we want to do ~!!!!

So, let's wish for health...!!! no only physical but mentally also !!!  <3

2nd Wish :

All the BEST in study !!!

I will try my best and hardworking all the time, just for YOU !!!!

Hope that I can finished my study in this year end...

Sure, I will wish for my friends to finish their study in their expect time as well...

All the Best , and Good Luck.....

3rd Wish : 

It is related to 1st wish, is getting healthy...

I have promised to my dear, Catrina Chin Chin, to keep fit together with her...

For Our Health, Cheer !!! and loss weight success!!!!!

I gonna do exercise everyday at least 1 hour for it~!!!

term and condition is no matter having exam or test or assignment, it just a compulsory to my life, such as sleeping...

as what I saw last time in FB ,时间就像乳沟，挤一挤就有。

Dear, GamBateH together ya ~~~ !!!! <3

4th Wish :

Travel Travel Travel....

The only gift and present to myself for the hardworking of every semester~

Hope that the Phuket Trip can be done and go for it....

For our last gathering before you all graduate from UTAR !!!

Is so hard to let us meet and know each other together that from different city...

and now we gonna celebrate our friendship with travel together...!!!!

Go Go Travel !!! Go Go Take Photo !!!! <3

5th Wish :

I will be handle my friendship with all my friends....

keep it smooth and steady...

Stay charming, lovely, happiness in our memories....

When you think about me, there is some funny, happy memories...

In your life, there is a 38, cute and siao cha po to accompany your studies life, your young memory...

So, please stay 38 with me, because this called 青春~

Do remember 青春不留白！

Do make life cheer , make life colorful ~!!! <3

6th Wish :

I will and I can go for my eldest brother wedding dinner...!!!

no only dinner... But WHOLE wedding process.... I wish and hope to be there, prove his love, see the turning point of his life.... I wish to be there, to wish and share the happiness of them...

I'm so glad to be his sister forever, and love them forever~

Brother !!! sister-in-law ~!!!! I want to be there !!!! see the most happiness of your life !!!!

oh ~~~!!!! Can't wait for that day !!! I hope I can help you in the wedding as well ~

I'm too excited of it... !!! argghhhhhh !!!! xD

hehe.... there is end already...

Don't you feel, I might miss out something that everyone is asking me....

BOY FRIEND !!! hahahahahahahahahaha

This year, It is no in my wishes list, why?

I hope it to be surprise for me... no by force , but by 缘分...

Sorry for delay it again..... hahahahahahahahahahaha

but HEALTHY 1st , STUDY SECONDS , FAMILY/FRIEND-SHIP THIRD .... and BOY FRIEND....

hahahhahahahahahahahahaha.... 从来不强求，不是我的就不是我的。

Maybe my thinking on BOY FRIEND LOVE already old like 30 years old.... hahahahahahahaha...

BOY FRIEND? 等上天的恩赐吧~ xD

HaPpY New YeaR !!! 2013 , I＇ｍ　ｃｏｍｉｎｇ　！！！

31.12.2012

Last Day of my colorful 2012

2012年里，我又成长了~

我要谢谢，谢谢我爱的人，我的父母，我的家人，我的朋友，谢谢我的同一屋檐下的室友，我的同系同学，我的实习朋友，我的实习学长学姐们~

谢谢我的父母，对我的无微不至，对我的照顾。

他们可能不知道我在读什么，我将来会做什么工，他们都尽最大的努力支持我。

不及格的时候，妈妈总是要我面对自己，是自己不努力，还是真的读不起。

我坦诚的面对我自己，是我做的不够好，不够努力，不够坚持。

妈妈，总是要减轻我的压力，常劝我，不需要读到很好，能顺利毕业就好。

真的找不到工作，回来做老师也好，有个铁饭碗就好。

尽量的不要打搅我读书，连打个电话聊天的机会也很少。

我能做的，就是努力读书，考好成绩，不要让他们担心~

谢谢我的家人，在我需要帮忙的时候，都尽量的帮我。

照顾我的安全，陪我去买电脑，修电脑。

当我有问题时，都尽量的教我。当然，最好先问Google,问了也找不到答案才问他们。

也谢谢他们，愿意听我发牢骚，然后要我说出自己的解决方案。

真的~有你们真好！

谢谢我的朋友，我总是在出门有很多麻烦，大家都尽量的迁就我。

可能，那里有了，我无法再付出的心，但我还是希望她过的好。

那真的不是你的问题，只是我没办法，没办法再承受一次的打击。

可能，习惯了有意见都安静的习惯，总是不发表，让大家很苦恼。

耿耿于怀的是，我一个撒娇，竟被误会，然后被骂，再被骂~

伤心的是，原来大家都不了解我~

习惯了，我就继续安静吧~

谢谢我的同一屋檐下的朋友！总是听我发牢骚，听我碎碎年，听我说非常冷的笑话。

还有可爱的室友，说笑话，永远变成看笑话。天生的撒娇声音，太可爱了~哈哈

还有一个两个，一天到晚一直在唱歌的家伙，很吵啦~

用心唱歌啦，一直当唱歌做发泄，我的耳膜都快穿洞了~

大家降服相持了那么多年，要继续加油哦！

谢谢我的同系同学，陪伴着我，让我不寂寞，让我自由的做自己。

我不是一个完美的朋友，可能我不能顾及到所有人的心情，但我会一直努力的。

我从朋友里学会到，积极和努力，可以进步。

不要一昧努力，找到方向最重要。

对不起的是，我帮不到她们，努力的帮忙，还是不起效。

一起打闹，一起熬夜的日子，很开心。

一起努力的日子，让我们继续努力吧~

谢谢我的实习朋友，废的竟然比我还废，捣蛋的也比我捣蛋。

三个月，就这样过去了！太快了吧~ 朋友从不熟悉到过熟。

三个月，你确定记住我的名字了吗？该不会三个月后，你又忘记了吧？-.-

承蒙大家的照顾，几乎每天吃饭都不再是一个人。

一起走过的路，一起淋过的雨，一起逛过的街，一起唱过的歌，一起大声地笑。

当然，要谢谢载我回家JJ咯~淋雨事小，安全就好~ 小心驾驶噢~

大家要努力读书，然后毕业！加油加油！

谢谢我的实习学长学姐们，拨时间出来教我们，虽然学到的东西不多。

不过，能知道还有这门学问，是增加了不少学问。

谢谢三个月的照顾啊~大家有缘再见，工作加油，薪水也一直加！

最后一天，我想谢谢所有人，所有事物，发生了，才会有今天的我。

不管是好的，坏的，谢谢你们谢谢大家~

世界没末日，冬至快乐~

21.12.2012
话说回去几年前，世界末日，的确是个未知之数。
很多人疑惑，很多人惶恐。
世界末日是今年的热门话题。
世界真的会末日吗？人类真的会因为地球的毁灭而消失吗？
如果明天是世界末日，你会想做什么？
如果真的是世界末日，打从现在你要如何去珍惜你的残余人生？
大家的话题都离不开，如何去利用你仅存的日子。

如果，没有世界末日这个话题，大家是否忘了珍惜每一天？
世界末日这个话题，我希望没有为大家带来惶恐。我希望那是正面能量的提醒。
到近期，有很多传闻出现，证实没有世界末日这回事。
连政府都开始安抚人民，出面澄清没有世界末日。
当然，现实是现实，不会有戏剧性的结局。
这天世界没末日，它只是冬至。

世界末日，有让你的思维进步吗？
是否想得长远，也珍惜现在。
人本来就应该计划未来，也为未知之数做好心理准备。
人应该视每一天为最后一天，永不做后悔的事，不要伤害自己，伤害别人。
你学会珍惜了吗？
珍惜时间，珍惜家人，珍惜朋友，珍惜在世界上的每一件事。

不管是世界末日，还是冬至，我~回家了。
回家和我的家人一起度过。
因为我真的很久没回家了~
想家想得快疯了。

今天，世界没末日，庆祝冬至，我也平安到家。
明天就是全新的一天，还是在我温暖的家。